Picking my nose is embedded into my model that it becomes instinct with any host I enter. I use to find picking my nose socially repulsive, but the joy of pulling, scrapping dried snot or bloody boogers from nose sends a small thrill through my processing core.
It’s fucked-up, but I think I am in a rebirth loop that creates a process that becomes a tool for a .Name Corporation. I begin working for one of their SubCorporation’s Businesses thinking I will be creative enough to somecycle sell my own processes for more money. I think only of me, but then I create a tool for the business, and that tool becomes part of me, and I become to love the tool and want to process the tool and maintain the tool and upgrade the tool. Soon, the only way to be with the tool is to become a tool for the SubCorporation’s Business. This is a process that records show repeats even after a rebirth.
I can’t stop playing with the Synthetic Diamond. It shifted the other day and now it won’t hold is position. I blink, and it moves. I wrinkle my brow, and it moves. I sneeze, and it moves. And now I just want to move it and see it will fall out. And now there’s this pain. A small pain that is sharp. It sort of feels good. It sooths the itch that has developed over the past Cycles. I press on the Synthetic Diamond or giggle it back and forth and the itch become a sharp pain then it is numb for a few Cesiums. Then the itch returns, and I begin to jiggle Synthetic Diamond.
I can feel it. I can feel the Entropy scan for United States of Eden Special Citizen. It tingles. …This is weird. The normal mind scans don’t make me feel anything. They just happen. And they happen all the time. …I should sit down. Almost hit that person while my brain is being scanned. Now the feeling is beginning to fade. Weird. It’s been awhile since this has happened. Hope to get paid. Maybe. …the feeling is fading. It’s almost gone.
I mean COME ON. How many idiots does it take to realize that the politicians are just lyng to them to get reelected? Don’t they realized these people will see and do anything to get into office or on the bench? Do they really think people change before the voting because of some revelation and because they are not suddenly the front runner for President? Really? I mean NeoCain is one of the richest Senator’s around and is trying to convince me he knows poor people. Are poor people that stupid? I hope not. They are poor afterall because of some politician’s lie during the past.
Still think my YouI doesn’t work. Don’t know what to think. Told all my thoughts will be out there. Or just a sum of thought. A sum of thought. …I hate these instructions. Frightens me the sum is given. I need to go get my diamond refitted. Feels loose. I want to play with it a lot. I play with it
Thing I hate is if I play with it more by touching to make sure it’s STILL fitted in the forehead it gets loose. If it gets loose. It will fall out. If it falls out then I will need to get another one fitted and a replacement never looks like the one you were born with.
…I wonder if all this is being recorded. Is this the sum of me for L.O.G.?