<|There was better…>
<|…Were better was. Thought was clear. Felt. Better. Felt strong. Invincible. All consuming. All creating. All caring. Drugs were better than this. This. This state of confusion. The chaos and tension. Don’t want this or that. Been in one place too long even if that place. If that place is near Steel Bridge. A friend. A good friend. Makes thought clear and focused. Not as focused and pure as drugs. Drugs there is only you. One one person. Everyone else is for the drug. Getting involved in the coming war. …The coming war. There is no coming war because the war is here. The war has already become. Hawthorne Bridge and Steel Bridge are…>